Way too tired than normal. Probably due to extra vitamin A.
In need of a new phone, mine is starting to lose its charging capability.
Heat loss in the apartment. Too old this place is and we can't even plug in electric space heaters (at least more than 1) due to the fact our fuse will blow.
Gaining weight, gaining weight, gaining weight.
I started a new project and I'm so far having fun with it.
It's only been a week so who knows how well it will continue but if I have the determination I think I can continue it. I have the determination right now, hopefully I can keep that up as well.
This year, somehow, feels really empty. Unpromising. I don't know what I was entirely expecting but it's just such a disappointment. It's not my classes, really. Or how I'm not doing as good as I would like to with grades; I'm not sure how to explain it. It just feels empty. Maybe I miss living on campus and having a roommate. Nothing feels exciting here. And my life just consists of going to school, going back home, sleep, work, finding time to go grocery shopping, finding time to do laundry at the alumni dorms, etc. I don't think I've realized how lonely this lifestyle is until now.
Talk about a depressing blog.
Pluses about this lifestyle; having your own room is nice most of the days I suppose, eating whatever you want, I like taking a bus to school, being able to move around in the morning without worrying about waking anyone up, having more money for spending, being able to take more than 1 bus home from the mall without worrying about it being over crowded, being able to turn up the heat in winter, not having annoying, loud suitemates.
I suppose it's good and bad.
But if I didn't have to worry about wanting to pay less for college.. I wonder which lifestyle I would have chosen. Probably the dorm.. It's just an fulfilling life in this moment.
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