Preoccupied?
Yeah, maybe just a little.
I kinda want a flower.
A friend I know gave his girlfriend flowers to make up for a fight they had. Actually, he went out of his way to do so much more and I was like, "huh... That's really nice... I kinda wish someone would do that for me." He was going to get her chocolate and then order her Japanese food (from my work woo! lol) that night too. I never really thought much about it until then how much girls really like flowers. I mean, even if they don't seem like that type of person, flowers mean so much to them. It shows them how special they are to the one who gave it. A female stereotype?
In any case, I'd like to receive a single flower. It doesn't even have to be a pretty one, just to carry around with me on campus and put it in a vase when I get home lol. If anyone on campus is reading this, I'd really appreciate it lol ;)
I've had my amusement for the week. An eventful webcam chat Saturday afternoon with someone across the Pacific. I honestly couldn't have been much happier. And then it all came down to tests and a Korean skit. It was fun getting together with everyone to rehearse. I always get really weird around people, well usually I do. I don't know why but it happens and then it just becomes hilarious. Laughing so much, it was great. But somehow looked forward to today. Sure, it meant Thanksgiving vacation. But Wednesday.. a little more special? At least to me :) But instead I'm going to have to go to the mall and buy a new phone. My phone won't charge anymore so I'm hoping I can find a cheap one at the Verizon store. I don't have time to wait to find one on Ebay or something and get it shipped. Goodbye well earned working money :(
I don't think I can get fired at Sushi Tei anymore. All the customers seem to like me and my manager metioned to me that if I try really hard this week I'm looking at a raise. Which is really niceeee :D I already make $8 an hr. plus tips. It's not very bad working there at all. I'm kinda glad actually, sometimes lol. Tobe honest, I make around $200-$300 every two weeks. 16 hours from work study gives me $116 and then from Sushi Tei I make around $200, depending on how the tips are I get more. But that was when I worked 4 days a week. Now that it's only 3 days, well.. I'll make lets say probably $150-$250 every two weeks. I'm really lucky when it's busy for tips. And yesterday was pretty busy and I didn't make one mistake! So, I think I'm finally starting to get this waitress-ing thing down. It's nice to have money though. I do want a whole new wardrobe and buy a lot of language books at Boarders :D
It's kinda hard to think about anything else anymore. I mean, here I am trying to worry about school and work, making money while getting the good grades. But it's all just jumbled up and I just want to lay in my bed and not have to worry about a thing. Stress? Maybe. I should have added that to my opinion paper for Mano-sensei. I'm trying to focus on a little to much that I can't handle. It's my own fault but I just don't know how to stop myself. I want money, I want to see people, I want the good grades, I want to change. I just don't feel normal anymore. It's weird..
Preoccupied.
Thoughts moving around.
I've been in the process of making a picture, and.. I just hope I don't regret it. I feel like everything should be fine. But I can't always guess that. I've never been very good at coloring but it looks really good so far.
I think, when I'm done at the post office and mall today I'm just going to lay in bed. Just lay there.
No, I'll probably fall asleep lol
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