I'm so frustrated with everything anymore. With people, with work, with classes, with my life, I just can't focus on what to do anymore. I'm behind in my classes and I don't know where to begin. I think about one thing and then that's all I focus on and what I keep thinking about isn't what I should be thinking about right now. All my focus is going towards that one thing and I'm just losing my grip. I'm just so frustrated.
These past two weeks haven't been helpful to me, I'm not sure if the information I'm receiving is even a good thing, all I want to do is sleep, I'm tired of freaking out over my spending habits, I need a fucking break. I sit here and attend class, try to pay attention and smile as much as possible with a laugh here and there. But the truth is, every day that passes me by makes me more and more scared because I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't know what I'm learning.
Everything is too much for me right now...
I just need a 3-4 day vacation where I can spend one of those days sleeping forever and the other two trying to catch up in my school work...
I need you to be here... I can't do this...
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