Meltdown;

I'm going home tomorrow, Greyhound bus departs from Albany at 7:30am. Arrival in NYC, probably around 10-11am. I haven't bought my ticket to Hazleton PA just yet. If I went with Greyhound they were to have be go to Binghamton then switch there then switch again in Scranton. FOR $81 ONE WAY. Bull. No way am I going to pay that much. I remember taking Susquehanna Trailways from NYC and I'm suree, no POSITIVE, it's going to be cheaper than that. But if you look on their site their schedule makes no sense and it seems like a bus may not even be leaving on Monday. Whatever. I'll buy a Greyhound bus then if I have to. But in the end I'll probably be home around 9-9:30pm. What a full day blown, right?

I guess I'm happy to go back.

I would really like a break from work for these two weeks and I need to get back to studying. I haven't touched my Japanese or Cantonese in such a long time. Korean well..... I'm leaving that serious study for the summer. I've decided to go for a lot of New Years Resolutions this year. I always tried to do something but they never fall through, at least most of my hopes. But this year I think I can do it. I've been really lazy this past semester, it really bothers me. I feel like all I've done for my languages has been a waste of my time and for my Japanese.... it's just really luck that I've been there for a year and now have developed quickness for recognizing kanji ready for the tests. Or else I just may be struggling like some of the people in my class.

As for being back in PA, well I feel like I'll enjoy it for so long and then as always I'll get bored of it. I can't wait to see the snow, that's for sure, and with this approaching storm things should get better (I lovee snowstorms). And I mean, I'm only there for two weeks anyway so it shouldn't be too bad. I really miss laying with my dog though lol. She's awesome.

Life has been such a big spin.
At least this past semester. I can't wait till it all slows down which seems impossible until I leave this apartment for the time being. I need a more organized room, a bigger area to lay on the floor and close my eyes, a backyard covered with snow so I can lay down and stare at the stars; just a place to breathe for a short time. Get my thoughts together about everything. I've probably been a mess and haven't realized it. So I think this short vacation will do me some good.

I have a project to do while I'm there too. Shhh ;)

I'll be stuck in NYC for probably 6 or so hours. Wish I had someone to take me around NYC again since I'll be stuck there but, maybe next year :) Guess I'll pick a spot at Penn Station buy a few cookies, and study. And then... well, I'll close my eyes and I'll fall back into the snow.

Here I come.